Identify, Your Someday, Someway, Somehow

  Why did I wait so long?

I feel numb inside…..for 3 years I have made statements each week…I am going to Tennessee,  going to get my stuff…going to move….going to …someday, someway, somehow.

I told myself this story.  I don’t have enough money. I can’t drive because of the weather.  I can’t leave Eliana. I can’t do the work I did before because of my foot.  The last statement is sprinkled with truth.

I don’t want to leave Eliana.  There are others here I love and will miss.  Eliana is a special blessing for me. It hurts to go.  It hurts more to stay.

Is your life what you want it to be?  What is your story?

Is it full of Joy? Are unhappy and can’t change anything?  Would you be proud to tell your story? If so, tell it.  If not, be like me and rewrite it!

This Friday is my Someday. My Somehow, is a planned  Southern Route and installed weather app in my phone. My Someway, is supported by love, a commitment to my Sister in Law, whom I have known and loved for over 30 years. When she heard my pitiful story, she refused to play at my party and is coming to keep me company on the ride.

Update – A Winter Storm Warning was issued Tuesday  calling for 6 to 10 inches of snow.  My Sister in Law cancelled her flight.  I will be driving solo and now plan to leave Monday morning.  it is a 3 day drive.

In addition to people I love, I will miss the little zoo outback, populated with Deer, Bunnies, Squirrels and Ducks.

My story is condensed into 3 lines!   Three years summarized into three written lines!

How will I tell my new story?  It depends on how I paint my canvas.  I will paint it with the colors of Love! I will write many statements proclaiming  …I can. My story will be filled joy, peace, achievement and prosperity as my soul prospers.

My soul is healed.  I am going about my Father’s assignment.

My present chapters in Tennessee are filled with some sadness, procrastination of things I should have done, would have done…and Oh, excuse me, without fear I am doing!

I will take a sabbatical from this blog for a month starting Friday, April 13th.  I will post again Mother’s Day and the anniversary date for my marriage to my son’s Dad….May 13th!

In the meantime, I will  write the first chapter of my current story. Some video’s along the way will color my canvas!  You May follow on Instagram for the pictures. View the video’s on You Tube.  Email me if you wish.

Everyone has a story. I want to hear yours!  Let us,

Go forth and prosper,

Molinda Sue